Monday, November 16, 2009


Today I am trying to dish out an extra amount of grace and understanding.

Today I am trying to forget past wrongs and forgive.

Today I am trying to ignore those pesky little things that have been getting me down.

Today I am trying to focus on what really counts.

Today...I am failing.

Monday, November 9, 2009


I can never make up my mind about this blogging thing. On one hand, it's a nice way to update friends on what's going on. I mean, I like reading their blogs and finding out what they're up to, so it seems fair.

Honestly, though, I sometimes wonder why I should bother posting anything. I hate that some of my best friends find things out about me only because of my blog. I hate that I really haven't done a good enough job managing my time so that I could spend more time with them. It's also a little weird to be open and honest when I'm never sure who reads this danged thing. Why write about things that don't matter? Why write about things that DO matter when you don't know who reads them?

And then, maybe I think too much.